While I regret nothing, I feel a touch of emptiness. The level of confidence I used to feel was tied to something that isn't really there now... Not that the something was anything that could last. I miss the way I felt when it was there. I felt powerful, desirable, beautiful. Now, I feel nothing of the sort. And I know that what I'm feeling at this moment will also pass... And I'll be fine.
I'm already thinking to myself that this post is pretty fucking stupid - and I need to suck it up. Oh well, I'm going to post it anyway.
