08/18/13

A night of music and reflection, with an occasional lyric that makes my heart hurt because it get right down to the dark place I carry around with me.  This is how the past few Sunday nights have been.  I'm not sure I like it, but I'll be fine.  I'll get over it.  I'll go on about my way.

01/10/13

This is not going to make any sense, except to me.  Just a cryptic, rough night.  That's all.  And I felt I needed to blog something because it's been a few days.

While I regret nothing, I feel a touch of emptiness.  The level of confidence I used to feel was tied to something that isn't really there now...  Not that the something was anything that could last.  I miss the way I felt when it was there.  I felt powerful, desirable, beautiful.  Now, I feel nothing of the sort.  And I know that what I'm feeling at this moment will also pass... And I'll be fine.     

I'm already thinking to myself that this post is pretty fucking stupid - and I need to suck it up.  Oh well, I'm going to post it anyway.